该片是由Peter Gauvain执导的剧情片,于2018年上映，主要讲述了:　　In .an intensely personal and o.ften surprising fi.lm for. BBC Two, Depression And. Me, Alastair Campbel.l e.xplores if radical new t.reatme.nts can stop. his depr.ess.ion.　　Campbell is best k.nown for his role .as Tony Blair’s fo.rmidable and of.ten contentious spin .doctor bu.t, away from the publ.ic eye, h.e has been dogged .by crippling bouts. of de.pression for most of his. li.fe. Some days, just getting. out of bed .is too hard. Therapy and an.ti-depressant medi.cation. is helping him keep his. head above water - b.ut .is that really the best .he can. hope for?　　.Alastair .Cam.pbell says: “I’ve been o.n antidepressants .for years and year.s and none of t.hem can stop it. I wa.nt to und.erstand my depression. and find. out if modern sci.ence has any bette.r ways. of treating it. I’m hop.ing. there’s something out ther.e that can h.elp me lead a happier life..　　“I feel we are n.earing. a tipping point in the .battle to demolish th.e s.tigma and taboo surround.ing me.ntal illness. and TV i.s a. very good medium for br.inging these issue.s right out into t.he open. I have. never regretted bein.g open ab.out my own issues but. an impor.tant part of this .film is also seein.g my d.epression through the ey.es .of members of my family, es.pecially my .partner Fiona. I was also k.een to get out the.re and. find out what kind of p.rogress was being mad.e o.n the scientific and res.earch .front. There. is a lot. go.ing on. My worry is that. we are winning th.e battle for bette.r awareness but. losing the battle fo.r the ser.vices we need.　　".;I was ve.ry pleased with th.e reaction to the .film i.n Sheffield [at Doc/Fest.]. .One film alone cannot chang.e the world .but there is finally the fo.cus on these issue.s that. we need and hopefully o.ne day we will have s.erv.ices to match.”